do you have a sense of dread or guilt over what’s happened in your past ? your experiences or those thinsg you wish you not had seen ?
to be truthful i was very guilty about some of my actions of being a teeneger for years and years & being told and make to feel bad about them
but with hindsight i only did what i thought was right : i only wanted to be loved becuase i was not allowed a pet so i thought i needed someone to like me: so i did everything i could do so they would
the minute i can undersatnd that i was just a little girl wanting to be loved and i did no wrong
i forgave myself
and it felt good