deep down … i am ?

 i have an announcement … so please read ;o)

who are you anyway deep down ? … have you decided who you really are ? have you been told ?

it makes me wonder why you all chose to believe what you do? do we all know why we do what we do? …

take the example that some people believe anything to do with spirits & mediums is evil …but then when you realise that they must have learnt this in church then you can understand ..if the church is wanting to control you (like when the mill owners wanted their workers to do as they were told they wanted them to go to church on sundays) 


belief should come from you !

you should be free



i have come to be this age

(see next post to come)

and realised

i don’t care

if i live in a house with a mortgage or not

(ok whatever would be cheaper would be better)

i don’t care

if my children have fantastic jobs holidays & cars

i just them to be healthy & #bhappi

i just want to live a life worth living

i don’t care

if i don’t have the best phone or clothes

or whatever is the in-thing-of-the-moment

i just want what i like

i don’t care

about feeling sorry for myself

or wanting to be someone else

i just want to be me


deep down i am a hippie .

..peace out man

i believe in …










i just to experience life

i want to have different adventures

i want to have my own existence

awareness of being

enjoy culture

encounter others & places

enjoy events with such joy

triumph in my life

actually many people think success is only shown through what job you have or what your house is worth or what you car you drive (i would love an old car that is basic such a hippie van)

but really deep down

i want to beseen know

that i did my best

i got through things i survived i lived

to feel good

deep down i am a hippie 


does that make me different ?

oh gawd i hope so !!

have a good spring break !


ps don’t forget to #letyourpinkchakrasparkle


new start .. photo of the day …

today we have …Image

a bath 😀 … after yet another day of being poorli i finally got some antibiotics and a sick note form work :o( i dont like being off work never mind losing hours/money etc ( mind you being off work IS good especially when the kids are off school hence NO get up fro the school run But not of work when i am not so well – after having a full nights sleep or supposedly one, waking up shattered is not so good – after a while i am ok unless i need to move or speak then my chest starts so it shows me that no way could i do my job as a check-out chick … well without coughing anyway !!

anyway one thing about not getting to b&q for the special shaped bulb ( like a square circle of a fluorescent tube) i get to have my bath with candles 😀 and one of the books i have read recently gave me an idea of stating to take more proper photos – and come on you all know that my positive quotes (ie my facebook page) don’t really get me anywhere that much – i will carry on with them but thinking i might just use my wordpress as a new place to show hey this is my life !! so here’s my photo of the day !!

so i get tonight to have a chill in the bath 😀 my life #iluvtoday

cheers peeps ~x~


ps & yes i did get new candles before i got in ;o)