Trapped like a butterfly

Some years ago I posted a blog 

With a fab picture (which I will find again one day)  about being stuck in a net 

I wanted freedom it I didn’t want to lose my house my kids my friends my life 

Life was pretty awful …but I always had my hope …

I wanted not to lose everything … But in the end … Having to save myself I had to … I thank the universe I did not lose those most precious to me for long … And the thing that I did end up losing I have ended getting better such as a home in a better place & a lovely little job instead of being isolated at home … I sadly did not have friends I could take me with me but those that count are still in touch.
It’s taught me to believe in myself I can do this thing called life and what ever happens … I have to be ok !! 

Truest that all will be ok and don’t be scared … Well you can be but more importantly … Be brave ..  Go for things that you can bhappi~x~ 


too good not to post ..

someone has just asked me to post the frog story off my profile to a group on facebook … so here it is !

The Fairy Story …

Once upon a time, there was an unmarried princess who ruled her land wisely and well. She made the laws, collected the taxes and was loved by all her subjects.

One day, when she was sitting by her lake, a frog hopped out of the water. “Hello Princess” said the frog. I am not really a frog at all, he continued. I am, in fact, a handsome prince. A wicked witch turned me into a frog. However, if you kiss me I will regain my handsome human form. I will then marry you.

You can have my children and care for them. I would like about eight. You can wash my clothes and cook my meals.You can keep the palace clean and tidy. I will take over as ruler and enforce the laws. I will be King. I will collect the taxes and keep all the money. I will, of course, give you a generous allowance for household expenses.”

Later that night, when the princess was dining on sautéed frogs’ legs in a tarragon, cream and brandy sauce, she said to herself: “I don’t fucking think so!

stock see this previous blog of mine for more on DA info if you want x

Stop being your own worse enemy 

curtesy of  spirt & destiny magazine

Are you criticising yourself too much?

Are you sabotaging your own happiness ? 

Relationships … Are you trying to win every argument & not looking for a win-win situation ?

Would you language be able to change how you get along ?


Is the way you believe & therefore act harming your wealth ?

do you need to change your mindset to become more positive ? 


Is your chance of succeeding being hampered by not having enough vision ?

What do you want ? Can you see it ?

Can you feel it?


reading running & red

so whilst i am here with one hand off work thought i shall organise my blog better (post surgery on my elbow from a fall )

first i shall be linking my book reviews here with goodreads am currently reading and

perhaps amazon book reviews too where i get the books i buy and of course netgalley where i get my ARCs from

i shall also be doing my fitbit diet control and running with some training to lose weight and fit into my jeans … i have found that i do 7000 steps on a lazy day so i am going to try to 25000 then go on also want to do PIYO and more when i am better
i shall also be chilling linking with my instagram twitter
and perhaps do more with my facebook page
so heres to my revamped blog of book reviews diet and exercise and a lot of chilling

cheers do epic .x.

good morning :D

how come when ever there is loads to do

you can always finds something to do on the computer ?

 yeah i’ve changed my name on this blog

 i intend to do more posting about books, positive quotes and running !




have fun ~x~

best new book … it’s better than fifty ;o) have a look at this : white trash beautiful by Teresa Mummert   I’m not naive. I know I don’t get the happily ever after. My knight in shining armor took the highway detour around this god forsaken shit hole. I’ve made peace with that. That doesn’t mean I’m going to lay down like a doormat and let every cocky prick in the trailer park have his way with me. ”

Cass lives a depressing life in a small trailer park in Eddington, Ga with her mother and abusive boyfriend Jackson. She works hard to barely make ends meet. One day Tucker White, the lead singer in the band Damaged, walks into her diner. He tries to show her that there is more to life than the hand she has been dealt but being with Tucker will come at a high price.

it’s pretty good 😀 x.